NS!

damnit.fcuk ns! im so gonna be one of the NS-IANS! MCB! :( am not thrilled at all.i didnt even know the list was gna come out dat early until a friend told me its out terus had butterflies in my tummy.gahhhh -.-" and the website was so slow yesterday; freaking lagging which freaked me out even more.so i was so desperate to know if I in it, asked my friend to check and in less than 1 minute! fuck im in it! terus T__________________T for 2whole hours HAHAHA x) called my mum&dad;cry cry cry..2whole hours wtf!

NS SUCKS! =| *results to be changed*
LOL.

;;one part of me says that NS is wasting my time, getting darker, having to eat horrible foods,waking up at 5am,yes it is that early, sleeping on beds that are gross*having to be slept by so many other ppl*, &&for the first time to be really independent! ;;another part of me, more friends, lexus to come fetch me every sunday to go out kia kia HAHAAHHA yeahh karen? :P LOL x), lose weight! HAHAHAH, ken is in it! :P LOL x) and james too! =) so i might not be that alone?

but still NS!!! gahhhh -.- damn those horrible uniforms! :((((

ranting not over~

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cb, go say "tahniah" to me again.gahhhh -.-"

jan